Just had my last class and already had my first final. Now only four finals seperate me from summer. This is bringing up some very mixed feelings. Of course, I am excited for three school free months working at jobs I actually make good money at, but Owen is graduating. When we leave school this time it will never be the same. This is why my living situation is killing me so much. I want to live with him so badly but he doesn't know what he is doing yet so I can't base my decision on him. Living in my own place pulls me because I can do whatever I want and not worry if I am bothering anyone nor do I have anyone bothering me and if Owen can live with me, it will not be a problem. However, I am having trouble finding somewhere that I could afford on my own until Owen would move in or if he ends up not moving in at all. The next ideal situation where Owen would be able move in if everything works out with getting a job around here would be to live in a two bedroom at the first apartment complex I looked at with Mitz. Finally Mitz was looking at the brightside of living there and I was so excited. Only now Mitz is back in his piggish ways and worried about how it would be so much easier to get a girl to come to his room if he lived in the house where the party was or really close. Third option: move in with other girls. I haven't had the best luck living with girls, but if it when well could be really fun. Although if I agree to this it is pretty much agreeing that I WILL NOT live with Owen next year. I really don't know what to do and I am super stressed out about it. I have a meeting with two girls tomorrow about moving in with them, and guy showing my an apartment I know I can't really afford.
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